(this turned out to be a bit of a long answer)
I have not drawn in a while (literally, allowed university to swallow me), and in the midst of all this, I have let my own interests and passions take a back seat. As a result of that, when I draw, I feel so limited in what I can create. I feel like I lack the skill I need, to properly translate my inner worlds. I believe drawing is very much muscle memory. Returning to drawing after a standstill is a bit like trying to run a marathon when one has not been working out consistently.
However, rather than create bad art, I have stopped creating at all, which is the real shame. I need to remember the feeling I had when I was simply immersing myself in drawing, even if I didn’t have the best of techniques, or the most accurate anatomy, etc. Returning to that feeling is the first step in a long journey towards becoming the artist and creator I want to be. :)